Confession

Haiii so I don't really know how to type the type anymore, main taram jelah eh.

The other day I got assigned on the topic literature. It gets a little bit messy when it comes to poems sebab dia abstract sangat dan ya, aku baru tahu otak aku tak se abstract yang aku sangka maap maap.

Banyak je buat sentap yes yes tapi yang paling kikis dia sentuh pasal kehidupan. One poem, and another one is a greek movie if I'm not mistaken.

Kadang kadang kita buat kerja tapi kita tak tahu sampai bila ada penghujung.

We keep repeating the same things everyday, life grew mundane and I'm getting tired honestly.

Setiap hari aku bangun basuh baju, sidai baju, pergi surau, breakfast, sekolah, dm, surau, prep, angkat baju, iron baju, mandi, surau, prep, dm, tidur. Penat tau bila kena ulang benda sama haaa.

Lepastu cuba widen the tunnel of my mind. Bila masuk alam kerja pun buat sama, takde kelainan hahahah shallow gila kan pandangan but yes I get bored and tired. Tu yang aku decide nanti aku tak nak kahwin sebab bila kahwin kena gosok baju suami pulak lahai baju sendiri pun malas nak gosok ada hati ceh ya Allah 14 baru 14 pffft

So in conclusion, all these things are the things that have been found running out and about my mind all day. Bila kapal terbang mendarat haritu, the minute it landed all I could think of is to run away from all my responsibilities, my obligations. Sekali paaap dapat tawaran yang masatu I cant even decide whether if it's a burden or nikmat.I really do think it has something to do with that weird dream I dreamt haritu. Tapi alhamdulillah, started from the bottom now we're here. Man jadda wa jada, innallahama'ana.

And now I live in a constant fear that great things don't happen twice. Sigh, pray for me. :)

Oh lupa ramai gila balik kot sebab conjunctivities tak aci tak aci tapi aci dekat india okay tak lawak tapi tetap nak balik why is this happeninggggg

haha i'm out, kelas nak habis so bye bye, assalamualaikum.

PRAY FOR ME!!!!!